Well.. I was a bit nerveless today and sluggish.
I feel slightly nervy and I have developed a pain (slight throb) around my jaw.. I assume its from gritting my teeth today. I had 3 coffees and a bottle of water. I feel like I could drink a whole bottle of diet coke in 30 [...]
Not so strung out now… maybe I went through a critical period.. mind you I did some more flaming of Lamers again. Far out, talk about being tarred with the same brush! my new saying is LIGAF = Like I Give A Fuck.
I feel that swearing can be liberating too! lol, however I don't like [...]
ok it is 12 hours since my last diet coke.. I am all jittery!! lol, and I am absolutely lambasting lamers on IRC.
Also like.. drooling when I think of diet coke, I am switching to coke now.. and its not satisfying the urge.. I wonder what I will be like tomorrow.
ACK I have a headache.. [...]
I decided to cut down on diet coke yesterday, and try and quit. I thought if I drank coffee instead, I would be able to keep the caffeine withdrawal down to a minimum. Boy was I wrong!
I was driving into Perth this morning and I needed sooo badly to have a diet coke I [...]
I have obtained some casual work! Data entry of all things, lots and lots of business cards for an Exotic nightclub, and I have just been struck by the irony of my previous posting about the difference between a Secretary and a Prostitute.. and here I am working for a club in the sex industry! [...]
Here I sit, staring at the screen, I have phil collins in one ear, and the trilling of some of my cats as they greet me with much affection.
What an odd moment this is, I feel that I want to fly away like a honey eater bird.. searching for the next tree, with the tastiest [...]
I fucked up
make no difference with an apology, a fuck up is a fuck up is a fuck up.
No one even bother reading anything into this. This is me speaking, no one else and its for no one else.
well
went to a *party* last night. Met a few ppl. Was interesting tho, not much talk, sort of awkward silences. Makes me wonder. When I used BBS' back in the old days.. (not necessarily good) everyone always laughed, some silences tho.. but sitting in a circle staring at eachother??.. odd.
IRC now is a different scene [...]
