hmm

I dont feel like writing much right now. Its raining finally. I have to get my car fixed tomorrow. yay.

ahh well it was a thought anyways

I did it. I got sick and tired of the butt sucking done by people in the channel I first started out in when I joined Austnet 2 years ago, I guess what got me was how MrX accepted it like it was his birthright. Also his arbitrary way of dealing with people. If someone were to insult and attack him personally, they are banned, like Ben and Vince. If MrX disapproves of someone, he seeks to discipline them by ignoring them at first, or using tactics of personal denigration, and he has threatened to do that.

I didn't want to leave a huge farewell noteop like other people, or have a huge argument, and MrX is currently ignoring me cos I am classified as part of the AnTi-MrX group, if merely through association and not acts or deeds done by me, and since MrX doesn't frequent the channels I do, I figure I am free from reading his hypocritical BS that he seems to specialise in.

I could get very personal about the whole thing, I feel very strongly about it. but mainly I have this to say, You know who I am talking about, Take your fucking head out of your fucking ass and look around. You don't know who your real friends are. you reject genuine offers of friendship preferring to have yourself surrounded by people who suck up to you and flatter you. If you are lucky you might make one or two of these people happy and reward them with ops.

Tonight you sunk to a new low, rewarding ops if people kept Ben out of the channel. I am well aware of how much you dislike him. I am also aware its your channel. You can do whatever you want in there, however I exercise my right as a decent human being, and by deleting myself from that channel, I cleanse myself of the corruption that pervades in there.

Excerpts from my Log.

(10:26pm) «MrX» this is the last time i want to hear of cuzza
//
(10:26pm) «MrX» he will never come back here
//
(10:27pm) «MrX» and ill reward thru the ops system anyone who upholds my wish

You have hit the ultimate low. I don't care to hear about your reasons, everyone asked you about them, you deigned not to reply. Those are the facts. I will not argue with you about it. - L.

I had a nitemare.

it freaked me out totally.

its lying on the bed, and you feel completely helpless and that fear just fills you. You get cold.. bone chilling cold.

I have that pervading sense of dread now aswell. Like something bad has happened.

far out. I have stuff to do. not in the mood to be cheerful atm.

hehehe

ME: (6:01 AM) nnnnooooo ni nooooooooooo
Lori: (6:01 AM) no ni no?
ME: (6:02 AM) hehe swedish chef
Lori: (6:02 AM) OOOOOOOH!
hyuurgi fyuurgi!
ME: (6:03 AM) LOL

Bork bork

SOMEONE EAT MY CHICKEN!

Bok bok

(2:34am) * Lolly conforts lori
(2:34am) (@Lori`) hehehe
(2:34am) (Despo) awww
(2:34am) (@Lori`) CONFORT!
(2:34am) (@Lori`) hehehe
(2:34am) (@Lori`) A NEW WORD!
(2:34am) (@Lolly) oOºOoÖºo
(2:35am) * Lolly RUNS to LJ
(2:35am) (Despo) stop conforting you two!
(2:35am) (@Lori`) i wonder if that is like “buttle” ?
(2:35am) (@Lori`) hehe
(2:35am) * Lolly conforts mike aswell
(2:35am) (@Lolly) do you confort often?
(2:35am) (@Lori`) hahaha
(2:35am) (@Lori`) a confortation orgy!
(2:36am) (Despo) haha
(2:36am) (@Lolly) woooohoooo
(2:36am) (Despo) you say bad word!

Confort: an orgy type behaviour involved with numerous partners.

L.

Fotgot ..

used inthe context of memory

ok so far we have got:

buttle: a physical activity
Gomp: an object similar to a Lamp
Rumb: some violent action applied to a man's genitals
Feg: some kind of derisive remark

the dictionary continues to expand.

Muahahaha