i know its only IRC - but I dont know how much more I can take of this person constantly harrassing me, no matter how many times i put him on ignore, he gets around it, unless I total ignore all bigpond users it isnt going to solve a thing.

What's even worse is when ppl think they are helping, they are making the situation worse by warning him off. He then comes after me, telling me to call em off, and now they say I need to leave Austnet? wtf for? I am not the one doing the harassing so why should I?

From a few weeks ago:
(12:38am) «__saTan__» The reason I stalk Lolly and her friends is because they exchange IP addys umongst themselves on a regular basis to hide the fact that the like to cyber with underaged boys
(12:38am) • PsychoBitch sooks
(12:38am) -ø- Joined: [maria1 (utuyyi87@64.86.203.23874):(#sydney)]
(12:38am) «__saTan__» thats why I satlk you lolyyyyyyy
(12:38am) «__saTan__» good bye

I might add here for those who dont know me, I dont cyber with anyone, anywhere or at all. Period.
this guy is an Ex online boyfriend of an Op from #allnitecafe.

from tonight:
[22:34] Pagangod came into pm straight after that…that conversation was nasty..he threathened my life..he said he knew where I lived and that he was going to come around with his mates and shoot me..umongst other things of simmilar nature…Today I had 2 police officers here taking transcripts of that conversation…they thaught that the threaths were most serious as did I…I told them what I know of him..his other nicks..his room..and that he once told me he
[22:34] you and other things I didnt mention
[22:34] thats all
[22:34] [22:35] he what?
[22:35] I wont bother you untill something happens again
[22:35] bye
[22:35] he threatened you? and what has that got to do with me
[22:35] he told me he was going to kill me unless I left you alone
[22:35] thats what
[22:36] well I have never asked him to do anything

yes, and now ppl wonder why I dont hang out in the channels I used to? cos he finds me. I like it on Austnet, I have heaps of friends there and I aint leaving for no one.

L.

Fugger

that is all I can say at this time.

I have been doing some thinking.. deep thinking.

about a whole pile of things, my future, my life, my relationship. - then whilst I have been contemplating all of this and sitting here looking up lyrics to my MP3s I stumble upon Queen. Listening to the song.. then looking up the lyrics - gives the song a whole new meaning and something for me to ponder. It asks all the questions in a way.. funny, he wrote this when he knew he had HIV.

here are the lyrics for those who don't know them to Queen - Who wants to live forever - 1986

Who Wants To Live Forever

There's no time for us,
There's no place for us,
What is this thing that builds our dreams, yet slips away from us.

Who wants to live forever,
Who wants to live forever…..?
There's no chance for us,
It's all decided for us,
This world has only one sweet moment set aside for us.

Who wants to live forever,
Who dares to love forever,
When love must die.

But touch my tears with your lips,
Touch my world with your fingertips,
And we can have forever,
And we can love forever,
Forever is our today,
Who wants to live forever,
Who wants to live forever,
Forever is our today,
Who waits forever anyway?

When did my life get so complicated?

Wake up one morning, and find that the world is still the same, but suddenly - there is the added complication that wasnt there the night before.

bah

Been busy at home recently, recovering from looking after Mark and getting organised and the house tidy. Its been a bit of a sad state of affairs at my house. On the bright side, I had job interviews last week, so I think things are looking up for me.

I also updated my webpage, still need to make changes to it, better backgrounds, but I know its getting better all the time.

Interesting quote has come up, I am kinda watching the Nuremborg Trials on TV and one of the prosecutors said that he was coming closer to the definition of evil, which was that evil is the absence of Empathy.

hmm I am done for now Talk later

ARGH

GUESS WHAT

potential JOB - cross fingers and hope. 10 week contract with the education dept.

WOOOOOO

I just had to share this

(1:20am) «(@lolly)» 27/f/perth
(1:20am) «Bored» damn
(1:20am) «Bored» to old
(1:20am) «Bored» just my luck
(1:21am) «(@lolly)» lol
(1:21am) «(@lolly)» thanx
(1:21am) «Bored» sorry
(1:21am) «(@lolly)» mv dont message me
(1:21am) «Bored» i dont mean ur old
(1:21am) «Bored» in a way
(1:21am) «(@lolly)» LOL
(1:21am) «Bored» sortaa
(1:21am) • lolly hands you a shovel
(1:21am) «Bored» cos……..
(1:21am) «Bored» lol
(1:22am) «Bored» perth sux0rs huh ?

Bahahaha