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I know its been a couple of weeks, since getting back from Adelaide I have had alot of work to do, and not much time to do anything else, and the post holiday hangover has hit us full on in the face.
I am sitting here tho with a sick feeling in my stomach for the first time in years as the full picture of our financial situation post M’s brother has hit me. With bills over due for a few months, we’re going to lose the bond for the place M’s brother had been renting - because he doesn’t know how to clean and look after a house, and then of course, my work is being DDos’d and we’re losing money hand over fist because we can’t get players to deposit and play, and god knows how long this will go on for. Currently I am earning the income we are living off at the moment if we lose that, it will be hard to survive without M taking more $ from his business.
I don’t like talking about this, but no one is around that I normally talk to, and it is my area to babble on. I am going to go out tonight with friends for dinner, and fuck the rest of the world, I am going to forget about the issues that I face at the moment. Bills will have to paid no matter what, so what does it matter if I do an ostritch impression for tonight?