I’ve been blah for the last few days. Personal issues have really affected my concentration for work, for functioning. I’ve started having nightmares again, There’s no motivation to do anything. I am lacking the ability to talk to my best friend because they are off - leaving me behind and I feel like my left arm has been removed. *breathes deeply to focus* I have been finding it really hard to do any work at all, the 5 hour meeting i had the other day was painful, with S and X doing most of the talking. I have been staring at the same help email for 10 minutes trying to figure out what they want.

Then today there was a problem found when mail failures were being closed and not deleted, so it’s making our support statistics look really bad. X and S went off at the staff, I was supposed to be participating but instead I was helping the austnet email list when an IRCop glined telstra. So inbetween answering emails for work, emails for Austnet and the yelling at people by X and S, I just wasnt interested. I will need to read the logs so I know what they were bitching about.

*stares at msn with her friend’s msn whilst they are on the phone* I guess I need to go to bed.

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