Egads!
I had a minor heart attack this morning when i logged on and found that when I went to my blog, www.freakychick.net - i was taking to an error screen.. “this blog does not exist” [insert scream here] - luckily it re-appeared after trying about half a dozen times to get it to come up.
Ok. The drama continues. Something is afoot.
BONPA and CEO logged on last night and queried 2 employees, one we’ll call “Weakestlink” because she is. She’s the one that was gunning for my job a few weeks ago and I had to stomp on her, the other, we’ll call Godiva. She has really long black hair, and breeds horses in her spare time. Both Godiva and Weakestlink were asked how they were, how did they feel about the news about X, if they had been told, when they were told, they asked for the staff roster to be sent over aswell, so we know plans are definitely around. CEO has called for a Teleconference meeting at 5am tomorrow morning. Talk about horrible timing. I am sure that is quite deliberate.
This looks bad for me, my name is not on the Roster anywhere, but I do support work on Wednesdays, Thursdays and Fridays. I am sure my job will be cut. I will be surplus to requirements - usually first to go are those who are considered expendible. S sent an email to CEO just clarifying what we were doing, I told CEO last night that whilst I knew, I wasn’t sure and was waiting for official notification.
I am going to need alot of strength to get through tomorrow morning, because I am sure that rather than they dispense with our services in person, ie: BONPA come back to Perth, they will do it over the phone. I was a bit of a wreck yesterday and did some crying, and my stomach was flipflopping all over the place, and I don’t know what is going to happen, but I can’t let the staff know how I feel, I am not paid to not know or look like I don’t know what will happen, I have to re-assure them, and keep a big smile on my face whilst being pulled into the abyss.