Fallout
There’s been some fall out occur at my now X workplace that I had to deal with tonight. As I finished work at 8, I was thinking of toddling off to the city, to blogmeet, however life conspired against me. I got a frantic message from X and then I discovered to a small extent, the sky had fallen in.
BONPA sacked SirWankalot citing that he was surplus to requirements. She’s made sure she has support from some of the others, including M’s brother which upsets me somewhat. I don’t understand why people around me don’t have the same convictions I do, and won’t stand up and be counted. I feel let down. I spoke to T about it, and now I wonder if I was a little manipulative in trying to convince her to leave. I did tell her however to talk to X, and I am sure she will make the decision she makes regardless of what I say… but I feel terrible about the whole thing, MR is going to stick with work for the moment, but EvilMinion obviously had more of a hand in things than she lets on.
I am feeling pretty wrecked and tired and I am going to go have a hot shower, wash my hair and maybe have a cry. I can’t help think that perhaps I contributed to SirWankalot being sacked, despite our differences, he wasn’t a bad person, just difficult to work with.
I still have my hearing test to go to in the morning, I have to try and re-capture my enthusiasm for this job.