When you make friends, and give committments, sometimes you expect reciprocation. I am glad they don’t read this blog, since they won’t see how disappointed I am tonight. A lacklustre response full of a lack of any certainty and committment fills my chest up with pain and hurt. It might not help they aren’t feeling the best, I think there’s something going around, especially in the office - so talking to them probably wasn’t a good idea, I am reminded of when we were first friends. I feel the need to withdraw from that particular friendship for a while - but I’ll see how it goes.
M has subjected me to a crappy film, at least that’s what it looks like right now, and I am not really in the mood to watch it, Since I am sitting here feeling quite blah. I feel like getting up and leaving the room this movie is horrible and we haven’t finished going through the credits.
Work was ok .. i did my MPA and did good. MY TeamLeader thinks that perhaps I am going well and can do advisor type work. I told her I was interested in training aswell, just not the Admin side. There was a potential for doing some ADSL stuff, but not able to do that now cuz the places were offered to other people. *sigh* maybe next time. Another friend of mine that talk with at work wants to go for an ATL position in sales. She said she was bored, but really..
She’s not that great at the job she’s doing at the moment. She gets alot of requeues (calls returned to queue) - Her notes aren’t always clear, and if she does want to do sales stuff, why isn’t she pushing for more sales and getting people to sign up for home phones - like “we sell home phone connections, would you be interested”… Plus there’s the lack of being on time from rostered breaks.. and she says she’s bored… how can you be bored when you’re not 100% at the job you’re still learning? Maybe I wasn’t wired the same, but I don’t find it boring at all.
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