I haven’t been inspired of late to blog. I have had some personal problems, and a mixture of really early morning shifts, then a weeks intensive training and late shifts have left me feeling a considerable lack of energy to do anything except get home, eat, watch TV and then go to sleep and start it all the next day.

M and I are not doing so hot. That’s all I can say really. I’ve said I’ll review things and see how some changes go, and make my final decision, but right now - that’s about all I feel I can comment on. I’ve done alot of soul searching, alot of other stuff and no that doesn’t include alcohol, and I know I need a break from life, but instead, I have worked extra time because it stops the thinking process.

I have achieved my first goal of 2005 and it’s not 2005 yet. I have the money to buy my ticket to EU. Now I need to throw more money on my CC for spending, then buy the ticket. I think it might have shocked M a bit. He’s been quiet tonight.

At work the other day I came across a customer who was telling me all the gory info about an ex employee caught stealing 30K.. He said that they had a webcam recording everything or a video camera. The guy would swap money from one safe to another and steal.. but before he did, he stuck his index finger in his nose and swivelled it around, and then wrote on the wall each time, how much he was going to steal each time. -GAG- The customer told me he was thinking of getting a nice montage put together as a chrissy card for the man’s wife.

so.. now that i have utterly charmed you all..