For the longest time
I am so tired - I need more iron!
I have withdrawn a lot into myself over the last few days. The new bed will be put together and rooms swapped around this week, and it’s all done.
I had to go home sick yesterday, and today - I have called in sick and I’ll need to dig out some money somewhere and go to the docs for a medical cert. Now that I have called in sick I guess I can go back to bed soon enough and sleep. Starting at 5.30 is a bitch at work, and it’s a crappy shift to call sick on, because not tht many people are on that time of morning.
I had a chat to a friend about stuff whilst I was waiting for the office to open to call them. It makes me think that there are times, we seem to be stuck on the same page in our life until something big happens. We get into a routine, and we re-read the same thing over and over again. Eventually, the page tears, and it’s time to start a new page. Sometimes blank, but always fresh and new with ideas hiding somewhere on it. I needed to be able to move on and overcome that inability to read my next page. I think, we all do. We get stuck. So it’s time to move on.
“I’ve given all I have to give
and now it’s time for me to live.
And I won’t look back.
And I won’t regret.
Though it hurts like hell,
someday I will forget.”
-Natelie Bonelli