sore jaw.
My jaw hurts so much right now.
On Friday night I could hardly sleep and kept on waking up in immense pain. Saturday wasn’t so bad, but tonight .. pain again.. the whole side of my face along my jaw and muscle up to my temple on the left side of my face. I should be in bed right now, but it hurts so much and makes me feel sorry for myself.
I have the bloody racing on, the heater on my back, the hot water bottle is in bed warming everything up and I am hating this flat because it is so fucking cold. The front door is out of alignment due to the wood swelling and it takes two hands for me to pull the bloody thing open and pull it shut. Water is seeping across the door when it’s raining and leading to the front door getting waterlogged. So. I don’t know. I have a gap in one of my windows of an inch and i’ve stuffed it full of plastic bags to stop the cold winds getting in here and its about 13 degrees in the flat.
Right now, at the risk of being made fun of, I feel very lonely. Why? Because I am sore, and hurt alot and just want someone to snuggle and make a fuss of me.