Contemplation
Contemplate is one of my favourite words. I use it often when writing, since that is what I do.
contemplate v
1: look at thoughtfully; observe deep in thought;
2: consider as a possibility;
3: think intently and at length, as for spiritual purposes; [syn: study, meditate]
4: reflect deeply on a subject
I’ll be going out for coffee later today with my ex,just to get out of the flat, and to avoid the housework that is staring at me. I’ve been listening to Coldplay aswell this afternoon and feeling very mellow.
I’ve been thinking about work. There are many good reasons to stay there at the moment. Possibilities of new activities for the business. New areas to learn about and develop in. The people I work for and with are still great. There are aswell reasons to leave. I’d rather not mention those, but money is not one of the factors. I also have friends that work for a rival company that would want me joining them. However, I think for the moment I will stay where I am, and just vent my frustration this way.
I am not unhappy at work. Just discontented because it seems like it will never end. I know there’s a light at the end of the tunnel.