I can’t save my friends. Our tightknit group of 10 is starting to shatter into a billion pieces and I can’t stop them from going off in different directions.

We’ve been friends for years, and suddenly in the last 3 months, it sucks. No one was talking to eachother, everyone has the shits with eachother, except i haven’t upset anyone or dated anyone or broken up with anyone. C and T broke up, but after he met and hooked up with an old friend Y, who used to date M, who broke up with her to go out with V. D is seeing P, who Y still has the hots for P, and she has an issue with M since she thinks he cheated on her with V. D had a huge fight with C because she didn’t like T.

I sent an email to everyone today, and have got back two replies. Guilt from one who thinks that she has nothing in common with us, but forgets that she and I have been friends for a long long time. D wrote back to me and it kind of made it seem like it’s my fault we don’t talk.. Maybe it is.

I think I need new friends. If my friends abandon me, I have very few people I have a connection with.

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