I usually check my mail once a week, force of habit, alot of bad news and bills come in the mail. Now I just get them all direct debited from my credit card and get e-bill notification. That eliminates the need for me to feel depressed when I look at my mail. HOWEVER.
Recently I have started getting junk mail, telling me about L. Ron. Hubbard and his books on Dianetics, and depression, and am I depressed? Because apparently they offer free counselling. I remember seeing a cult movie, blinded by the light, and thinking … I think it would be interesting to join a cult, get sucked in, and then someone stage an intervention and rescue me and deprogram me! However i think since there are people who’ve had bad experiences with cults, it’s not a good thing to make joke about it! and let this be a lesson to you all!
OK - lesson over, now to the fun stuff. *looks* No fun stuff just another rambling post. OH I can ramble about work.
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Work is frustrating a little, however there is always light at the end of the tunnel.. just seems like it’s a really long tunnel.
Oh another reason why I am stressed and crazy today is my face looks like crap. I look like I am 40, well i probably don’t.. but I feel like I do. OH and I have run out of money! HA. as in NO MONEY IN THE CREDIT CARD BABY! Jesus! buying plane tickets and other bits and pieces is fucking expensive. I need to get my passport stuff signed. I have everything now to prove I exist and technically qualify for a british passport!
What else…
OHOHOH I’m getting a personal trainer! *reow* she’s putting together a program for me, to take into account my late hours, and lack of gym at some times of the week. Excellent. Hello weightloss here I come. It’s time to get rid of the rest of me. I need to write down a food/nutrition diary and send it to her.
Adjo!




My boss is contually blowing smock up my ass. I take whatever he says with a grain of salt now. It’s very irritating to be in the dark like a freakin mushroom.
i am trying real hard to keep people positive at work.. very difficult to do at times