Are things as good as you feel they are?
MM told me something a few days ago, which has put my mind at ease about us, and how things are going between us. It’s hard when you’re in a LDR to deal with the insecurities a person will feel because they aren’t there to see if the beloved is doing what he or she should be doing. Anyways, nuff of the mush shit.
i have finally managed to get my shit organised and get the flat starting to look clean.
A couple of weeks ago I was totally humiliated when my real estate agent turned up to do a house inspection. I didnt know it was coming, I hadnt checked the mail, my fault there. However, the bitch hid in her car from me whilst i got into my car, and drove off.
I knew it was going to be bad, and decided to email her straight away, so she knew, that I knew that she was there. Stupid biatch. Never hide from me! Now.. imagine if you will. Crappy bench covered in shit, clothes, undies, paper lying everywhere, bed unmade. I woke up late for work, so everything look worse than usual, dishes all over the sink, i got home and discovered i had left food on the bench.. GAH.
Never again.
So now the flat is looking WAY better. That would be just fine, but I am moving home to the oldies to save more money before I fly off to Europe for the journey of a lifetime.
Work wise, I have over committed. I am stressed, but starting to see the end of right now is a fucking long tunnel.
I purchased saffron tonight, i have no idea what I am going to use it for.
March 6th, 2007 at 5:26 am
Rent inspections are almost as bad as having a home open when you live there. Perhaps you will not have to go through that as you’re moving out. That 35% rent increase that you mentioned is such a rip-off.
March 7th, 2007 at 12:42 am
Mmmm…. saffron.
March 7th, 2007 at 1:02 am
i have downloaded several saffron recipes.. i might have a swedish saffron dinner party
March 7th, 2007 at 6:52 am
Hmmm.. Im thinking of joining the LDR bandwagon… maybe.. possibly… god who am I kidding? Im probably too lazy to maintain it.. :S